Where is God? Twenty years ago many would point to heaven but that is
no longer the case. However, in the Our Father we do say, "Our father
who is in heaven." Where is God? A priest who works in the pastoral
office of a diocese, in his article in Bible & Life, wants us to
reflect on this question.
He recalls the famous
words: 'the foot prints on the sand'. In a dream the writer went back in life and remembered the intimate relationship with God, but
during the times of difficulty he noticed that there were only one set
of footsteps in the sand. He brought this to the attention of God:
"Where were you when I was having trouble?" "I was carrying you during
those times" was the response.
We may be moved by these
words but the fact is we cry out when the pain is too much. The mother with the diagnosis of an incurable disease for a child or the
death of a child. The mother prays but who can blame her for being
overcome with a heavy heart and deaf to all? The person who worked hard
in his job and was fired, the person who was selling his wares along
the sidewalk and was told to move along, the student who worked hard in preparing for the exam and continually fails, the person who was
deceived by a friend who took off with all his savings; was God with
them in their difficulties?
"My burden since your birth,
whom I have carried from your infancy. Even to your old age I am the
same, even when your hair is gray I will bear you; It is I who have
done this, I who will continue, and I who will carry you to safety"
(Isiah 46:3-4).
I believe that you will save me and raise
me on the last day. But is there nothing that you can do with the pain
I am suffering now? Carried at the breast, on the back, but what is the
reason for the bitter-poison like pain that I have been made to
swallow?
When he goes up to the altar to say Mass and
looks over the congregation that has come to the Mass and sees those who
have their eyes filled with tears and his eyes meet their eyes he
greets them: "The Lord be with you."
In the Old
Testament we have God being with his people. When the angel appeared to
Mary she heard: "Rejoice, O highly favored daughter! The Lord is with
you" (Luke 1:28). Jesus in his last words in the Gospel of Matthew: "And
know that I am with you always, until the end of the world."
In the Catechism of the Catholic Church: "Our Father who art in heaven
is rightly understood to mean that God is in the hearts of the just, as
in his holy temple. At the same time, it means that those who pray
should desire the one they invoke to dwell in them."
The article concludes with the priest saying that he looks into the eyes of the woman in pain, who is appealing to God, and in the Mass before the last blessing he raises his voice and speaks out: "The Lord be with you!"